Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Medical Attention!

In this post, I said I would start to talk about medication and treatments but something that I feel is more important came up in the the last few days!

Regarding the end of my last post, I still cannot stress enough how important it is to seek sound medical help if you have any type of panic or anxiety symptoms! I recently found out I am positive for lyme disease. I would never have known this if I didn't seek professional medical help from a doctor that I trust. Many of the symptoms of lyme(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lyme_disease) are triggers, similar, or a cause of anxiety, panic attacks, and even depression!

It is important for any person going through any type of health problem to seek help from a doctor that you feel comfortable with and trust completely. I have been through a ton of bad experiences with doctors until I finally found the one that is right for me!

I find that especially with anxiety and panic, that this is really important. Some doctors don't take patients completely seriously if they feel that their symptoms aren't bad enough to warrant anything too serious! This is a false assumption of course, and you as a person need to learn to trust your own instincts. Your body gives you signs for a reason if something is wrong -whether it is mental or physical. If you feel something is wrong, no matter how big or small, you have a right as a human being to seek help! Don't let a doctor push you out their door without answering your questions. Remember: you are paying for their service, so get what you pay for!

The most important things to remember in your experiences with panic and anxiety are to trust your instincts and seek help that you can trust!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Living With Panic Disorder

So in my last post, I talked a lot about general anxiety disorder. Even though a lot of people suffer with just anxiety problems, I feel it's also important for me to address another common problem that is directly associated with anxiety - panic attacks.

Panic attacks are hard to describe to a person who doesn't deal with these types of issues. This can be very frustrating for both the person suffering, and the people around them. I've been dealing with my own panic attacks for about a year now, and it has been one of the toughest things I have ever been through!

My first panic attack happened in class, during my freshman year of college. It was like any normal day. I walked into class, sat down and the lecture began. Somewhere around a half hour into class, I started feeling dizzy. I told myself it's just warm in here, and drank some water. About five minutes later the warmness turned into completely feverish burning up. My dizziness overtook me, and my heart began to race. My thoughts were going a mile a minute, and I kept thinking to myself "Oh my god, I'm dying." I put my head down, tried to relax and within the next fifteen minutes, I had to leave the classroom. As soon as I got up and left, I felt better.

This particular incident was really frightening for me, both during the episode and afterwards. I had no idea what had happened- which scared me even more! Then, and to this day, I personally have no obvious and outward triggers for my panic attacks. For me, it can happen any day, any time, and for seemingly any reason.

With all types of anxiety and panic attacks, people have different symptoms and triggers. In my case, the trigger is still unknown. A lot of people I have spoken with will tell me that their triggers are things like school work, driving, and dealing with relationships. Whatever the case may be, they are one heck of an experience!

Usually with myself, I can tell when a panic attack is coming on. They usually start with feeling anxious for an extended amount of time, until finally, the panic errupts. My symptoms include an achey chest, sore arms and muscles, dizziness, hot flashes, sweating, tingling and numbess in my legs, and a feeling of impending doom.

For other people, they may experience these symptoms along with others. Panic attacks are usually really short, but they are very traumatic and tiring to the body and mind. Even though they may only last about five to ten minutes, in that short time, your body goes through the fight or flight response, releasing tons of adrenaline. A person may feel a variety of overwhelming symptoms and emotions.

According to wikipedia.org:

-Panic attacks are commonly linked to agoraphobia and the fear of not being able to escape a bad situation. Many who experience panic attacks feel trapped and unable to free themselves

"Sufferers of panic attacks often report a fear or sense of dying, "going crazy", or experiencing a heart attack or "flashing vision", feeling faint or nauseated, heavy breathing, or losing control of themselves. These feelings may provoke a strong urge to escape or flee the place where the attack began.
The most common symptoms may include trembling, shortness of breath, heart palpitations, chest pain (or chest tightness), hot flashes, cold flashes, burning sensations (particularly in the facial or neck area), sweating, nausea, dizziness (or slight vertigo), light-headedness, hyperventilation, paresthesias (tingling sensations), sensations of choking or smothering, and derealization. These physical symptoms are interpreted with alarm in people prone to panic attacks. This results in increased anxiety, and forms a positive feedback loop.
Often the onset of shortness of breath and chest pain are the predominant symptoms, the sufferer incorrectly appraises this as a sign or symptom of a heart attack. This can result in the person experiencing a panic attack seeking treatment in an emergency room."

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panic_attack for more...)


I feel that in general, the wikipedia site sums it all up well. What most people don't understand is that panic attacks generally trigger more anxiety, which then can trigger another panic attack. For me, panic attacks are usually short, terrifying, and come in cycles. I have gone through periods of two or three weeks experiencing a panic attack at least every single day. They are stessful on both the mind and body. As a result of having frequent panic attacks, I particularly started to feel like something was wrong with me. As the wikipedia page says, panic attacks can feel like a heart attack. I've had numerous emergency room visits while experiencing panic attacks that were completely out of control. I'm glad they weren't anything more serious, but still, they are unpleasant.

When experiencing panic attacks, it is always a good idea to see a doctor about it sooner than later. If you don't, you may continue to experience the symptoms, get them more frequently, and they may get worse. Attack symptoms, while they won't really hurt you physically, are very stressful on your mind. Along with that, many symptons of panic are also symptoms of things that are much more fatal. Self medication is not recommended ever, especially if a person is just starting to experience panic themselves.

In my next post, I will talk more about medication and treatment for anxiety and panic disorder.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Whats up with anxiety?

For a really long time, people labeled me as "moody" or a "worry-wort". Today all of that seems funny to me, because I know its true, but I also know something else about myself:
I have anxiety and panic disorder.

I feel fortunate because within my journey of discovering what makes me tick, I have had a ton of support from family and friends. I know that, unfortunetly, a lot of people don't have this. That is why i decided to start this blog.

Anxiety disorders and panic disorder are very common today. The sad thing is that most people that have it go undiagnosed, or worse, misdiagnosed. This is hard to understand for me, with an estimate of something like 40 million Americans actually having the problem. For people who have "been there", it surprises us that some people still can't get the info they need about what is going on with them.

The hardest thing for me was and still is understanding that there is nothing wrong with me. Despite the emotional stress I go through with my anxiety, what I experience is relatively normal and common. Over time, it becomes more apparent that there is a whole network of people out there willing to lend a hand and give support to people going through similar issues.

I keep talking about my "issues" and anxiety, but what exactly do I mean by all this? Anxiety is felt both physically and mentally. In my opinion, and the opinion of a few Dr's i've spoken with, it's sympoms are caused by your mental state, which has an effect on your physical state more than any person can really imagine. According to webmd.com, common symptoms of anxiety disorder are

"Trembling, twitching, or shaking.
Feeling of fullness in the throat or chest
Breathlessness or rapid heartbeat.
Lightheadedness or dizziness.
Sweating or cold, clammy hands.
Feeling jumpy.
Muscle tension, aches, or soreness (myalgias).
Extreme tiredness.
Sleep problems, such as the inability to fall asleep or stay asleep, early waking, or restlessness."
(http://www.webmd.com/anxiety-panic/tc/anxiety-topic-overview for more...)

Reading and reviewing this sounds all to familiar for me! Symptoms of anxiety can be completely different from person to person. Perhaps this is why most people go undiagnosed. In my case, my symptoms are extreme, and I also experience things like muscle aches and soreness, hot flashes, mood swings, constant worrying about the worst possible thing happening, and a deep ache in my chest that I can't seem to shake off. These symptoms are quite alarming and for me, and can trigger panic attacks, which are in fact, even more frightening than their best friend- anxiety. (I will write more about panic disorder in my next post!)

In writing, the symptoms and issue itself may sound simple, and to those without the problem, it is often brushed off as nothing. I'm tired of this notion, and I am here to say that I won't have that viewpoint pushed at me any longer! I know now that I am not simply an "overreacting type of person", a "moody" person, or a "basket case". There is way more to anxiety than anyone without the disorder can imagine, and for a long time I felt hopeless to a solution. Through this blog I hope to connect with other people who are going through what I've gone through, and to help bring a new light on the subject - or maybe turn the light on completely!